Why so desperate

I would say that i've been lonely n isolated for quite this few weeks..

I'm quite sick of getting involved in my girl classmate's conversation here.

It has always been talkg bout boys boys boys

And they would whine n describe how passionate their feelgs

Stalking, scanning,

Is it satisfying?

And do you hav to tell me all bout it?

I won't bother bout listening to it at all

There r too much things out there r more interestg

I am disgusted to some extend

Seeing how they hypocritically behave in front of guys

Y don't u just CHILL?

Not like the world would end if u don't do coupling

I'm a very cynical, which is a superior observant person

I hate what I'm viewing

And

Do I have to behave like them so that I can blend in and to be accepted?

Hell NO

I already have enough frens out there and I don't care if I'm lonely

The world is still wide for me to discover

If only that time comes for me to hav that feelgs, than I'll accept it

But I'll be not wastg my time thinking bout it throughout the day