inside me

now i realise
i hate dramas
bcause
drama was a nonsense
but
now i had to swallow my own words painfully
this when the drama bcome a reality in my life
y reality always hav to be harsh
y things dat is harsh is called the reality of life
i disagreed
yes,now the world may seems to be crumbling down,
but,
if u believe in happiness dat u can achieved
the devil will lose
and reality will seems like a colourful playground
if u sad,
just smile
act against the bad thoughts
then,there'll be light
there's a lot of tragedies r hppening in dis wrld
dont say dat the wrld is harsh,
we,human is actually hurting each other
the key is dont create additional conlict to ur evryday dramas
and stop acting like a dramaqueen or king,watev
change ourself,evrybody
its not dat the wrld will waits for us

the story i only know

im writting dis for i noe dat no one would eva read my blog
its just i want a place where i can write out my feelings
there's been too much things goin on around me
and
its affecting me deep
i hav no place where i can share my stories
nor
a shoulder i want to lean on
frens could see my jolly merry face
while
my heart kept a misery that myself cant defeat it
my head keep thinking for a better solutions towards my probs
it's a reality i cant neva escape
it's a brutal reality i hav to accept
i've been longing for a small happiness that would stop by to take a glance at me
then i would be satisfied
i hav to pretend dat there's nothing goin on in my life evryday
i hate dramas
i fake a laugh, i fake a smile
dats burning me
while my head is thinking bout the 'matters'
so difficult to spit it out
so hard to swallow
i just cant tell the whole stories
i can only express the feelings im havin
one advice
money is not everything
family love is
appreciate ur parents
b4 u regret