this kind of evergreen music

u r currently listening to the sound 

arranged by the touch of deep meaningful inspiration

the strings of the guitars

the rolling of beats by the drum

make u fall into a sweet delusion

listen to it

the introduction is such a magnificient work of art

muse is evergreen

im not changing my blog song

cus the song itself called RESISTANCE

well,

this is so interesting

dat will make u look up at the sky in the hotness of the noon

its the sun

a beautiful phenomenon

happen in malaysia

27/5/2011

its the ring of the sun shown here

i cant really explain scientifically,

just wnna share some pctures i'd taken in front of my house

on the drizzling hot afternoon
it's called HALO

i have a really sweet tooth

im a sugarholic

u'll be suprise of how i ended up eating a whole choc moist cake in two days alone!

but i rarely do this

cus im a health concious actually

but still

i love the sugar rush

im startin an ice cream talk

this is gold medal baskin robbin ;]

and this is haagen dasz caramel cone ;p

 

scret recipes strawberry marshmellow cheese,,damn,its marshmellow marsmeshhow

do nuts..seeing this is delightful, right u mr donuts ss

  oww,,this is so shweet... sweet in my mouth

 as u noe,this comes with the caramel dipping sauce,,simple treats for my scavanging taste buds

 if u go to brger king, u must have this! hershey pie ;r

embrace urself for a massive thingy dat'll make u totally addicted

 

presenting..

trifle!

this is what i call 'death by chocolate'

this is one simple creation that an everybody's favourite,waffle

chocolate nutty tartlets

chocy torte! 

 here comes the guilty pleasure

 

crack the hard shell,then u get the fountain of paradise in it,,souffle

bread + pudding and u'll noe what is it = delicious

well..

the list r far from finish

cus there r so many good creation and invention of sweet food here

i bet u guys r havin ur saliva all over ur lips now

actually i dont really obsess with sweet things

i just love to look at them

cus

sweet things might look pleasant to ur eyes and taste buds

but when u hav too many

it kills u inside

 

this is an everyday dream

im thinking...

always thinking..

whenever im depressed

this is the thing dat delights me

the only greatest thing dat exist in this world

my obsession

a companion to make me happy

make me feel better

it is..

FOOD! 

im a food lover

i eat A LOT

its a kind of theraphy

when i was alone for months in Taiping,

i always had to go out by myself to buy myself food

so i kinda enjoy eating at varies places

 so

i wnna share some of my favourites

this is Kapitan's black paper fish fillet served with rice

well,i like fish more than chickens

smtimes, i went to the small restaurant near the BSN to hav this temptatous pasembur n cendol

its just unresistable

i always love cakes

this kek batik is simply delicious n addictive..8D

 fish n chips is a common dish

but i found the best cheapest one at selera malam

smtimes when i went back to cheras,

i got to taste a better menu

this is unagi set

grab it at o shima sushi at shah alam

this is margerita pizza

this is lemon herb salmon steak

smoked salmon spaghetti

this is all at vivo pizza

there r so many good food to recommend

food is a theraphy

hha

for a pathetic prson like me la

;j

n trust me

food reunite us all

then y we hav to seat together at a long table just to hav dinner

i just miss it

well im a lone ranger ;s

this new feeling

hha,sory for da prson dat i cropped in da picture cus
ur incivilised posee does not fit for public view
souh,
i was polishing my car, stormy..
then..
while i was scrubbin yubbin my stormy
a group of motorcyclists pass by
just what da heick r dey doin here in taman suria?,
n i blieve dey r still school kiddos
each carryng their beloved hunny bunny soulmati geffren at their back
ok,
their voices chit chatting wass so dmn loud yee
like makin announcement or what
i dont noe what r those 'celebritiesss' aiming for
real cheap publicities
as some of u guys noe,
ppl went to taman suria to hav some good times picnicking by the river,
splashing some refreshing cold water to their skin
it gives such a pleasure chill to our body
so
i blieve dat group r heading to the river
which also my fav spot

then
later
dat late evening,
i went to dat spot to just dip in my legs
watching the beauty of nature
but guess what i've found there~~
yaaahh
wait
it suppose to be 'yeeekkk'
poops
a big hot fresh human poops
how uncivilised n improper
how low their thinking skills r
luckily i saw it
i was about to step on it
cus i thought it was some stones
cus it was so humongous
;i

when hardship comes,u learn to be tougher

i drew dis last nite
just a simple sketch
cus im sleepy muchh afta had to watch nur kaseh dat is so kaseh dat nite
b4 i went to sleep,
sddnly my mind were running wild thinkg bout my future
repreminding me bout my confusion neh
i really need advices to help me
but
im all alone
im climbing an important stage in my life
but me parents were so faraway from me
n they were too bz
although im not so close with my parents meself
but smtimes i need guidance of what to do next
cus dis is all new for me
my fmily is kinda..
not talkin so much type
so we dun really noe what others' probs r
n we rarely do sum fmily gatherg stuff
dats y my fren,
i always took u guys wit me wheneva im havn lunch,dinner or buyn grocers
cus im all by myself now
just wanna u to understand
for this much only

what will u do when

what'll u do to release urself from sheteress(i just hate the word stress)?
well,
for me..
its the time i let loose
by
doin
some psychomaniac pathetic hobbies
suchh aess.

well,i love dance mat mania
i'll play till my eye sore looking dos tiny glittery arrow as where i suppose to step on it
but
i bet u its fun when the level is getting harder
and the best part,
i can rock out this thingy with my favourite downloaded songs
well,u hav to download it on ur own
cus i bet u cant stand listening to dos skanky disco songs provided
besides dance mat mania,
i do really love to deancee,,hhe

whenever im searching for tranquility,
i prefer drawing
my hands flow gracefully over those papers
i let my brain n imagination do the work
and my hands will express it out well

creativity generates my brain
and it makes me focus out from the patheotic life
even my book rack isnt enough to store my drwn blocks
so,
happily i dispose it off
and excitedly i buy a new one
smday im thinkg of publishing a comic
which feature a mature story line
of reality yea
shoujo pleasee lah
with dos big unrealistic eyes and noseless creature?
heilll no
i cant find smthg great bout it

well,i'd stated two of my life activity during leisure time
and
more coming soon
hha,like u care lah kan

when i close my eyes,i feel pain

i've planned my future
it supposed to be like this,like that,like this..
i want to achieve byond what ppl expect me to
cus i hate how ppl underestimate me
when i arrived at the next level,
there always a door
i only need the key
i noe there's my future bhind the door
but
this one thing had take away the key from me
and im so frustrated
they take my future
they take my hope
they take for granted all my efforts to be standing in front of the door
is this my fate,god?
r there other ways for me?
i just dont believe this
am i not eligible enough?
or arent they being unfair to me?
this is the time i need help
i need words from my father
but ayah,,ibu,,
our family is goin through a hard times
i myself not dare to seek for ur support
i wonder where should i go after dis?
smtimes,i feel i want to rebel against all this
against all this plan i've made
against all the good things i wanna do in life
smtimes i just cant hold it anymore
when theres no support i could get
im having bad thoughts
i want to do bad things
have lots of fun byond the limit
be useless
becus ppl dont giv me chances
;(
is it so hard just to be successful?
i wither as the door i've dreamt lock forever for me
and im irritated how others could easily obtain it
im so sad

but
i believe
actually im tired of believing
but still
myb theres some other greater ways will open up for me
life just so miserable when u r lonely

when life offers u too many choice

we always complain of how we lack of something
everyone desire of possessing smthg
but
smtimes,we go byond necessities
when i see some ppl ,,
that r far very unfortunate
it make me realise how spoilt some of us r
but
it is not a crime dat u want smthg
just avoid complaining n whining bout it
in fact
pray n work for it
cus god's bliss is everywhere
when u work hard,
u'll realise the true value of gaining it
and it'll make u appreciate whatever u have
then,come the pleasure of bein gratitude

when u always count and chase ur money,
it'll be always not enough
when u appreciate ur money
and share it for the love of humanity,
u'll feel an infinity sense of satisfaction