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i miss books,studying,school
it feels so nice to gain knowledge
i cant understand y people despise studies
it's knowledge,
it makes u closer to the world that god invent
it's delighful,like a drug
it's not a burden
it's just ur mind setting that sayin reading is lame n boring
well, only people with low mentality can say that
im brave enough to say this
cus im sick of most of people i met they just dont realise it
they love partying, wasting time worrying bout their lovey bunny life, or so watever
now,just think what u r goin to be in the future
many of the people i met,say this
'im stupid,how can i be a doctor or myb an engineer?'
the thing is u r bein lazy
nothing is impossible
u can go beyond the limit
the thing is u don wnna put a challenge on urself
do u love urself that much
as u realise,ur world is crumbling down
njoy ur life in a appropiate way
dont be a pain in the ass to the public,
cus i hate jerks like that

speaking as a teenager

yes,as u can see,,im bout to open an issue in a teen's life
what is so fussy of bein a teenager?
y ppl keep on sayin that bein a teen is the hardest time in ur life?
well,im a teenager
to me,if u keep urself out of the probs,life as a teen could be easy,
in fact it would be the most wonderful time in ur life
what's so stressful bout it anyway?
i know y,,
it's becus teenagers r always bein rebellious.
we think that our problem is so burdenful ,
but
do we eva think how hard other ppl life might be?
how bout other people from other continents which they risk their life evryday just to be able to breathe again the next minute?
we r lucky enough to live in such a comfortble life,but,
we keep making our little probs a major issue..
till sumtimes we do sumthing that is actually ruining our bright future,
well,myb teenage is a stage where our mind is still persistent to reality of life,
but,in world nowadays,
we just have to embrace ourself n be mature
cus the world doesn't wait for u.
i have a little story bout a person who live in her own dream,
she is bout the same age as me,
she believe her life is not moving without experiencing the love,
the type of love as u know,special feelings,i mean deep feelings toward a person,
she is easily fall in love,becos she was so desperate
she want to feel love,she want to give love desperately,
and one day,
she received a message from a stranger,
a guy which she never know n never met,
she believe evry words the guy said ,
she believe that was the right choice,yes,to accept the 'love' via phone,
she was so over the moon,
she was finally able to give her heart to that stranger,
but
she is abondaning her studies,
she is too obsessed in love,and possesed by the 'sweet' words the guy says,
she think that by having a bf,she would be motivated in studying,
but,as she couldn't realise,her time mostly wasted by thinking of that stranger,
when exam is around the corner,she cries,
she said she was not ready,just becos she dont have enough time spend in studying,
now,she blame the ppl around her
she even blame god
and her exam result horrified her parents,their epectations on her were crushed
now,she is holding tight to her bf,
thinking that her bf is the only person would comfort her,
but,it turns out that the guy was actually a player,
he had enough with her,
he just wanna boast to his friend,to say that he owns many gf..wtf?
now,the cut cant be healed anymore,,it's sucks to live in regrets doesn't it?
life would not end if u dont find love,especially during teenage time,
there r so many other ways to express love and receive love,
avoid all the false hope,
life is great,,so be grateful
the world is large enough for us,think about goin global
take a journey that'll give u satisfaction,not regrets.
@ least,love to live
and be flexible to spare time and mind between ur love life and the reality..
dont get urself controlled and hang up on others. ;)